back for a brief moment

i'm back back back. after a month of crazy events. i'm back ready to start school gain!!! i need a job man. HELP HELP. Anyway if you guys got any person who needs a tutor , refer to me, will get them a tutor and u get a comission as well!!!!!!!!!
Enough of business. had too much fun the whole of last month. it's time to come back to earth now yay.

Skii

Just watch some tv Show. One of must my must dos in life!!! i want to go on a mountain skiing trip. i want to do the treking kind not the recreational kind. the kind that need me to spend days in the mountains. It just so way cool. i want to do it. i know i'm crazy saying this but I think this beats shopping hands down. I'm serious!!

I'm in LOVEEEEE!

i'm in love with someone!
Feeling so overdosed with love lately.
Haha and the person is God.

dunno lately just been feeling that everything in my life cannot be without him. i grew up with Him always there. Everything i do it seems like he's always there. everything i have today, who i am was really given by God. My singing ( i couldn't sing like the way i sing in the past), my studies ( i was never thought to be university material), my out going personality ( i was never very well liked by my friends, maybe some still find me irritating but they still like me heh). i really thank god that i am who i am. i'm really happy with myself. i love my face, my hands, my head (contrary to what ppl think), everything. God gave it all to me. i'm glad i came to church. God gave me so many things that i would never have if i were out there.

Father, i thank you, you have so wonderfully made me. i am so in love with you. God you give me so much freedom and have so much confidence that i would come back to you. You are really a good dad.

Back

Have been away for a while. :):) don't know what to say but this week has been a fantastic week. Dunno y but i think smth changed in me after AC.
was really impacted by what willy said about enjoying your time with friends and all. i want to enjoy every moment of my life, everything that i do i want it to be so real:)

INDO

3 MORE DAYS TO INDONESIA!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!

MY MOBILE PIC 2

The "Special" musical kidss

Seon min my tuition kid

My wierd tuition kid. Look at her bottle

Cool specs right? Cool kid too

MEEEE

Daryl helping tiff while i monkey ard.

FILL YOUR STOMAchsssssssss

BEEF STEW

Erika's mum taught me. i tell u it's soooooooo GOOOOOOOD !!!!!!!!!!! it"s gonna be cooked overnight so it's going to be melting in your mouths cell group member!!!

I FINALLY GOT ACCESS TO MY PHONE PICS

PULAU UBIN

The next few blogs are going to be all the pics that i want to show you guys but cos i didn't know how to use my phone so couldn't put it up. Anyway FINALLY GOT IT OUT. SO enjoys the pics. i LUVVV taking pictures!!!

We were on bikes the whole day!
The boat quite lao ya right?
The girly girls
Touch from God???


Walk in the forest

One of my passions is to take pictures

NO PHOTOSHOP OK!!

All original

I love nature especially trees

Xue Song also learn how to camwhore after gg out with us. HEEE

Cool Right. Miko I take nice Pic of u lorzzz!

I love the colours
Evil looking cat

US!
Who Else can this be? She sleeps everywhere she goes!


Still trying to deny it's her (think i got the wrong person. Think this is miko)

I love the life saving bouy. Really nice for photo taking
ME!!
Hmm i should add like a romantic text to it or smth

Set Them Free

Today i was just thinking about this question? who's side would u be on if smth happens? Is it your sibling or is it your children? Of cos children as many would say. i was thinking about this cos i was talking to someone and happened so we were having an fake argument ( as many would know, i scold ppl alot hahahaha!) then this person said to a close friend " u should be on my side lah!" My friend was really smart. he just kept quiet. It's just triggered in my mind to question is this person really on my side. I was a bit taken aback by the silence. It just came in my mind today that many times we expect the people we love and care about to be on our side. What"s more is that when they don't meet our expectations, we get angry or insercure or doubt their concern for us. I realise that having these emotions is really quite selfish. It's like you want to own ur friend's love and condern for you. It's really robbing your friend of the freedom to care and love you at their own will. Then it came to my mind that love is really about giving. not just phsically giving of things but giving the person the freedom and freeplay to show their love and concern at their own timing. i really want to give more than i take. i resolute to set my closest friends free. i want to be a giving person....

Heroin looking baking soda

Cleaning is soooo tedious!! i've been cleaning my house like a mad man cos the cell group is using it for our meeting this week. i still have so much to be done. In the midst of cleaning i found this particularly useful cleaning agaent. Homemade recepie so more. Tada!!!!

Yup Baking soda with warm water works wonders. it does look a bit like heroin but don't worry i'm not a junkie. It really really baking soda.::::))))

new vision

It's a new day, it's a new vision. everything feels fresh now. starting from scratch again. i was made to think what matters most to me and it's really a tough question. What matters most to you? i realised when this question came up that i seem to be quite jaded and disinterested with life. then this morning i decided that maybe i should decide what matters most to me. i really want to share with people that there is really accpectance. coming to church has been the most wonderful experience for me, god really brought people who care and love me. every time i think about it, i just feel like i really do have a family. i want people to hear the same thing about how god can give them the same thing. i will make this a new purpose this season and see how it goes.

Good memories

Just over the phone with one of my closest brother. i felt like i wanted to pray for him. there is a connection i cannot explain, a cord so thick that cannot be broken. when i was praying god reminded me the days we were in SOT and how we cried out to Him to be pure, to work in our lives. I thank you bro for the lessons you taught through your life. Your example has always encouraged me. thank you. we have a long way to go. In this many years to come i want to see u get a wife, have kids, grow old, become successful. i pray for all the good things in life to come to you. i look forward to the many years of fellowship to come.

sleeping sleep

Yo it's a great morning. I really felt fantastic and happy with enough sleep!! i slept 930 last night. ah i feel soo good today. So my advice stop late night msning and doing nothing on the com. :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

reminder

Read the bible and this was what came up.
12Make sure that your own hearts are not evil and unbelieving, turning you away from the living God. 13 you must warn each other everyday.
19 So we see that they were not allowed to enter his rest because of their unbelief.

I was wondering why recently i feel so drained and tired and negative all the time. Then i read this. we need to never stop believing. it sucks you dry. This week belongs to God.

Many MEssssssss

(this is what i do)

Went back for reservice the past two weeks. It's actually quite a wonderful feeling. Woke up the second to a peaceful moring in camp. It was so quiet not like my house in the moring where u have the roaring TV. Camp was really quiet and peaceful. :):):):) i always dreamed about having a house like that. I love camp and the disciplies and stuff. I made a lot of friends and it's great. But i really liked the quiet part and i realised also how much i changed as a person. This may sound terribly self centered, vain or what u call it but i actually really like myself. i don't know how to explain it but i really like myself. i discovered stuff i liked about myself. I realised that i didn't care how people looked at me. And it's actually ok to be not popular and be normal. i always wanted to be center of the conversation and allow people to be amazed at me but i realised that i'm happy people not noticing me or just being alone. HEEEE. Anyway frieds if u are reading this. is it ok if u guys take me off your link on your blog. I want to be able to write freely and share my life with u guys. Now that my blog is getting less people. i actually feel that i can share more of my life with u guys:)

This is so amazing. I was just randomly searching online picutures and i decided to type in my own name. And guess what? There is another person who has the exactly same name as me and he is also from amour. This is so cool. This is the link http://uk.geocities.com/sadf_history3/klow.html but he is a missing person though.






Keith Low the academic http://www.yorku.ca/ycom/gazette/past/archive/2001/011701/current.htm

Keith Low the musician (double bassist)

Dr Bruce Keith low. http://www.brucekeithlow.com/keithlow.html

So weird. HAHAHA. Maybe u guys can search your name today heee.

Below are pics that i like. Super random but super nice. I want to take pics like that. SOMEONE please teach me!!!!

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HAPPY SHALALALA

Being happy isn't easy
But it isn't that hard either
all u got to do is just ignore what u cannot control
Do what u can control to the best
Love what u like
Then there u have it,
A big smiley face

:)

Blogs blogs blogs

Reading random blogs today. How creative the world of blog is. What are we up to maintain a blog? HMMM beats me. I read xiaxue after a long time. She kinda of interesting like paris hilton. Thriving on media attention. But i guess she prob doesn't do it on purpose cos i prob think that she gets hurt all the time by the criticism. Anyway i totally agree with her that people have terrible thoughts in their minds just that they don't say it out. so i guess we should stop judging her. In fact i think she's kinda funny.

i'm back

recently it's been really tough with so much in my mind. i really feel very stress abt it. Please pray for me.

RE: Feeling better

Just want to reply to the feeling better post. I should rephrase myself about what i meant. hmm i seriously don't think that sinning is alright. In fact the wages of sin is death. What i meant in that blog entry is that sometimes when we fall into sin we get discourage. But of cos we definitly confess our sins and ask for forgiveness. what i'm saying is that we shouldn't feel condemned but rather we need to know that when we sincerely ask for forgiveness and God forgives us we need to realise that we can move on in God and God still can use us. We shouldn't be feeling condemn that we sinned and God can't use us anymore.