Struggles

keeping quiet
saying nothing
forgotten
trying not to prick

yet wanting so much
to be seen and heard
remembered
trying not to prick

i will be fine
i will be well
just trying not to dwell

set me free
set me free
from the cage in my heart
locking me

will i be honoured
will i be held up
i want to not impress
but for u to be happy with me

my mind is sick
my mind is needy
Dove
bring change to my heart
u can and only u can
Dove
i know u hear me

Emotional Vomit

left by the wayside
it hurts
u left me there

clinging to what was
it hurts
u left me there

ur patronizing smile
endlessly pricking me
it hurts... again

let me sleep
let me breathe
let me live

it's so good to have peace and quiet

My heart
but a tearing cloth

seeking solace
nothing fits

what have i done to deserve this
what have u done to earn this

dissolving salt
Time passes
it's still there

what have i done to deserve this
what have u done to earn this

IDOL Updates

Hey guys i got into Idol bootcamp! it was sooo coool.. I'm really grateful Hardy Mirza was there! he was really helpful. His tip got me into the next round man! he told me to not just accept what they say!!!! but fight for it. i really got to up it the next round. i'm still thinking of what i can do man. i really want to get in man!!!!! My bootcamp will be from the 12th of july to the 18th. Please remember me ok:)

Messed up world

Messed up world is what live in.
mess and more messed up is what it's gonna be says chaos rule

But you know smth,

Putting things into order is what human beings are made for!


Clear up the mess in your life man

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