Struggles

keeping quiet
saying nothing
forgotten
trying not to prick

yet wanting so much
to be seen and heard
remembered
trying not to prick

i will be fine
i will be well
just trying not to dwell

set me free
set me free
from the cage in my heart
locking me

will i be honoured
will i be held up
i want to not impress
but for u to be happy with me

my mind is sick
my mind is needy
Dove
bring change to my heart
u can and only u can
Dove
i know u hear me

Emotional Vomit

left by the wayside
it hurts
u left me there

clinging to what was
it hurts
u left me there

ur patronizing smile
endlessly pricking me
it hurts... again

let me sleep
let me breathe
let me live

it's so good to have peace and quiet

My heart
but a tearing cloth

seeking solace
nothing fits

what have i done to deserve this
what have u done to earn this

dissolving salt
Time passes
it's still there

what have i done to deserve this
what have u done to earn this

IDOL Updates

Hey guys i got into Idol bootcamp! it was sooo coool.. I'm really grateful Hardy Mirza was there! he was really helpful. His tip got me into the next round man! he told me to not just accept what they say!!!! but fight for it. i really got to up it the next round. i'm still thinking of what i can do man. i really want to get in man!!!!! My bootcamp will be from the 12th of july to the 18th. Please remember me ok:)

Messed up world

Messed up world is what live in.
mess and more messed up is what it's gonna be says chaos rule

But you know smth,

Putting things into order is what human beings are made for!


Clear up the mess in your life man

My Audition

Fullness of time

There is a time when everything will come together and everything will be as it should be.

i'm still waiting. it's not gonna be too long. soon keith soon:)

Collide - Howie day ( keith low)

Did my new cover for collide!!! My first recorded english cover

Britney - For the record

i was watching this documentry britney made. i was quite shaken by it actually.
Maybe some of you know that i've been wanting to be a singer and all. watching it i just suddenly feel quite afraid. one thing that she said that really struck me was that stardom was boring. She said that when you first get stardom it was really exciting but after a while i begins to take u as a prisioner and u feel trapped by the very same thing that made u famous. i wouln't know how that feels but it think it's not easy being famous. i didn't know that. i mean she was really crying and all. i've been rethinking about alot of my dreams. it's really important to take small steps in life. too much of a good thing too fast really screws ppl up no matter what it's about. i want to enjoy every bit and part of life. i want to see more.

i spy with my little eye

JOAANNA WANG MY NEW LOVE

You have the most attractive eyes

i just can't stop looking at your eyes

You are such a mystery and

it excites me

what is in you that has caught me

never have i met someone so mersmerising

I did a cover on Gary Cao's Bei pan

support me on you tube as well
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ax4ZkOfazKI

It's ok that i am a loser ( sometimes)

talked to a close friend today and we talk about friendships and all. i was quite touched by what she said and all... and it kept me thinking. i realised that in our friendship it was ok that i was a loser at times. It's like i feel good even when i look bad. hahah. Many times we want to look good and respected by our friends (that's ok ) just that today i realised that it's ok to look like a loser in front of some of my friend. They make me feel that it's really ok. there are only a few ppl in my life that make me feel that way. I thank god for all of them. ( i really mean it even though it's cliched)

Free up man, be a loser once in a while can be really .... interesting

IN SCHOOOOOL

school started!
I constantly feel like i'm behind time.
there is just so much to do man
this year has been a good start i have been studying.

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suppose to be studying now but i don't feel like doing it at all man hahah. tmr's a super long day.
i want to sleep.
didn't have too good a sleep last night.
dreamt about some vampire wanting to kill a girl.
guess what the girl did?

she said she rather commit suicide than becoming a vamp.

To all Twilight readers:

Vampires are bad creatures.

Stop fantasizing about EDWARD for goodness sake!!!!!!!!!!1