Thoughts

Hai i know some of you guys are waithing for the SOT pics but seriously there is like a million pics. I must find a way to do it.

Anyway, i have been super unproductive these few days. I really need to streamline my my to make it more effective.

Just a few things

For those who read my blog because of the videos. Hmm yeah that's me, sometimes i just get into these funny modes of craziness. hahaha. But i'm not like that all the time so don't worry.

For Marwin's friends. Seriously i'm STRAIGHT so please don't let him spoil my good name.

For those whom i don't know reading my blog. I'm really fine if u tag so don't worry.

Plus really sorry not blogging much lately. University is kinda of heavy with work and loads more. Sometimes you just don't know where to start and you waste more time. Hai. ok enough of blogging i need to get back to work:)

Xin Hong says

Xin Hong says:
God showed me something when I was 15
keith says:
show what?
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I was climbing a mountain in malaysia
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I lost my glasses
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But I told myself I wanted to be first up on that mountain
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So I just charge ahead right behind the local guide
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Why?
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Cos God showed me that everyday we live, everything we accomplish, everything we do
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We are writing our own story. Our own novel.
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That this life, can turn up as one of thousands of God's failures, or one of His few successes
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Simply by our actions and decisions
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We are writing our own history every single day
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And I told myself at the end of my life, I want to look back and know that the novel I have written was one darn good read
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And I encourage you to do all you can, burn those bridges and make your novel one darn good read too
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There are still many pages in there keith
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Just write with care and I'm sure you will have a really nice book by the time you are done
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When you think of life like that, it makes you do Crazy things. Crazy but not stupid. Radical, Crazy and audacious things
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you just tell yourself, dang, it's between success and failure. Count my cost and just go in for the kill and go for success
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And many times, you will get it

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But God challenged me that day, "What will people remember you for? Will they remember you for being number 2?" That essentially drove me up the mountain

Fantastic Day

It's teacher's day and this is what i got! Jeans!!! yeah! All u tuition teachers out there be jealous ok!! How many people have their tuition kids buying them stuff. And guess who bought it?

Yes!

THE SLASHER!!!!

(marwin)

I love my jeans i'm going to wear it tmr and on sat! U know what i have been wanting a pair of jeans actually. And he got me a colour that i didn't have. Plus it like super nice lah.
Happy Teacher's Day!

Anyway i really think that Marwin has really been a blessing from heaven. I tell u it's really God. I think Me and Marwin are going to be friends not just teacher and student. I actually like hanging out with him. Hahaha. Quite crapy loh that Guy. For all Who DOn't know him It's ur lost!!! Again if Marwin u are reading this. Thank U!!!!!!

By the way I just cut my hair today! Went back to my old time hairstylist. I tell u i simply love them. They are just so professional. By the way i cut at far east plaza "Expect". It's really not bad and not too expensive. My hair stylist is called Grace. She's good i tell u. I asked her to cut 白痴 hairstyle and it turned out not bad, at least i like it. Heee!

Batam Photos i took. This is on the ferry! It was wonderful sitting alone. I love the solitude

Ok this is Ming li! But her english name is called Beng li. So we bought her a Beng Beng stick. She's is one of those persons i love hanging out with in SOT. She is super nice and friendly. Another loss if u don't know her. So thank u for being the fun person u are!!!

Pic took!!!

A picture i took at marina south using Willy's camera. I just love the colours. Don't u?

SOT Coming to a close.

As SOT comes to a close, I am actually quite excited about finishing it. I Don't know what what's gonna happen but i really wanna do something. Nothing has really been fixed as yet but i know that there are many things that are coming my way. I don't know what but i am just waiting. These past four months has been amazing and really my life has changed. Something in me just isn't the same anymore. Don't know how to explain that kind of feeling it just isn't the same anymore! one more week! one more week!

It's ok to be me

Today i was thinking about myself, about who i really am. There are many things that i am not happy with myself and things that people always laugh. Sometimes i really don't want to be me. But today something resolved in my mind. Somehow i felt that it was ok to be me. Someone told me that i just can't make everyone happy and there are bound to be people that don't like me. I mean i want to be liked and to be favoured and many times i try to be who i'm not just to fit in. Today something in me felt this: It's really ok to be me.

Pondering.

was watching the 7 o'clock chinese show toay. Call me china pok if u want. I was deeply touched. What would u do if one day ur loved one were to have something really bad happening to them? I mean like the the really traumatizing kind. And how sacrificial would u be? i cannot express the kind of feeling in my heart. i really felt convicted. I mean even in small things that i am asked to do among my friends sometimes i already whine ( yes for all of u out there! i admit that i whine). It's really not easy to do things for the sake of others. I mean would you do something extra just for a friend even if it inconvenienced yourself. I mean many times when bad things happen to our friends, we just go and say like are u ok and stuff. Then try to talk to the person. I always thought that talking would help but i realised most of the time people don't really want to talk. During this time would you go all the way down to the person's house in say pasir ris and u stay in like jurong. U are tired and u have a lot of work to rush plus next day u have to wake up at 7. It's already 10 in the night. Ur friend sounded depressed and just wanted to talk to u for no reason but u know that the person needs it. ok this is a close but not so close friend just a ok good friend. would you go all the way? it's really tough and for myself and i struggle. I mean the person is not so close what. hai But watching the show really made me think. i was really inspired to try my best to be more thoughtful. hmmm....

Sorry sometimes i can be very emotional about things but well i personally feel that we should get in touch with our feelings yet not too carried away by it.